1. |
I Lose Myself
02:56
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I don't trust myself around you
But I'm addicted to the sound
Of your voice through my speakers
And my heart hitting the ground
Ooh boy when you touch me
Ooh boy when you touch me
I lose myself
I lose myself
I lose myself
I lose myself
I couldn't find my keys
So I took you on the stairs
My hands on your throat
Your fingers through my hair
Ooh boy when you touch me
Ooh boy when you touch me
I lose myself
I lose myself
I lose myself
I lose myself
I'm losing track of time
I'm losing half my mind
Should I be scared that I
I don't wanna be found?
I lose myself
I lose myself
I lose myself
I lose myself
I lose myself
I lose myself
I lose myself
I lose myself
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2. |
Ready
03:52
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Running under the overpass
Left my car seven miles back
I can’t go back (you know that)
I can’t go back you know that
Can’t go back to the girl I was oo-oo-oo-oo-oo
It feels so good to be terrified
Every goosebump just multiples
I’m leaving everything behind
I’m ready now
I’m ready now, I’m ready now, ready now
I’m ready now, I’m ready now, ready now
I’m ready now, I’m ready now, ready now
Thought my ambition was breaking down
But I stayed too long in a broken town
It isn’t weakness (you know that)
It isn’t weakness you know that
Knowing when to leave is everything, I think
It feels so good to be terrified
Every goosebump just multiples
I’m leaving everything behind
I’m ready now
I’m ready now, I’m ready now, ready now
I’m ready now, I’m ready now, ready now
I’m ready now, I’m ready now, ready now
I know everyone, every bar, every store
I’ve outgrown all the dresses that I’ve ever worn
I’ve been trying to leave since the day I was born (ah)
I had a dream running down the hall
I opened the door to a waterfall
I don’t know what it means but I know when a life is too small
It’s too small
It feels so good to be terrified
Every goosebump just multiples
I’m leaving everything behind
I’m ready now
I’m ready now, (ready) I’m ready (ready) now, ready now (ready)
I’m ready now, (ready) I’m ready (ready) now, ready now (ready)
I’m ready now, (ready) I’m ready (ready) now, ready now (ready)
Ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah
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3. |
Just a Little Bit More
03:11
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I feel like everyone can see
The grief all over me
Like something stuck between my teeth
I’m the only one who doesn’t see
The pain spikes like a fever in the evening
But no one wants to diagnose a feeling
I turn up the music in my headphones like a morphine drip
I sink back into my seat and baby I begin to slip
Oh, oh, oh-ah-oh, ah-oh-oh
(Come on girl just a little bit more)
Over the hill and through that door
Come on girl just a little bit more
Over the hill and through that door
Over the hill and through that door
Come on girl just a little bit more
Over the hill and through that door
Come on girl just a little bit more
I didn’t think I had much left
Since the forest fire in my chest
Every nerve is burnt from where you stepped
There’s a curve of ashes where you slept
But in the belly of my belly I dug down until I found
A well I didn’t know I had, buried underground
It’s gonna take a ton of trips till I can put this fire out
But I never would have found it if you hadn’t thrown me down
Oh, oh, oh-ah-oh, ah-oh-oh
Over the hill and through that door
Come on girl just a little bit more
Over the hill and through that door
Over the hill and through that door
Come on girl just a little bit more
Over the hill and through that door
Come on girl just a little bit more
Over the hill and through that door
Come on girl just a little bit more
Over the hill and through that door
Over the hill and through that door
Come on girl just a little bit more
Over the hill and through that door
Come on girl just a little bit more
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4. |
Break My Heart
02:57
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Break my heart
I was a fool (he got into my head and into my head)
He got into my head to get me into his bed
Then I met you (didn’t want to believe, want to believe)
Didn’t want to believe you wanted me for me
So I shut down
I pushed you out
If I don’t let you in
Then tell me who wins
So if you’re gonna leave me, leave me breathless babe
And if you’re gonna love me love me all the way
I don’t wanna, don’t wanna live halfway so
Break my heart
If you’re gonna hurt me do it honestly
‘Cause I don’t wanna live in the in-between
So come a little, a little closer to me
Break my heart
I get so tired (always been told, always been told)
Always being told my body’s not my own
But in my desire (to shield myself, shield myself)
To shield myself I built a different cell
So I shut down
And I pushed you out
If I don’t let you in
Then tell me who wins (tell me who wins)
So if you’re gonna leave me, leave me breathless babe
And if you’re gonna love me love me all the way
I don’t wanna, don’t wanna live halfway so
Break my heart
If you’re gonna hurt me do it honestly
‘Cause I don’t wanna live in the in-between
So come a little, a little closer to me
Break my heart
I run through fireworks, sparks on my skin
I can’t tell the burning from the beauty
So I keep running, I keep running right
Right back in
So if you’re gonna leave me, leave me breathless babe
And if you’re gonna love me love me all the way
I don’t wanna live halfway
If you’re gonna hurt me do it honestly
‘Cause I don’t wanna live in the in-between
So come a little, a little closer to me
Break my heart
So if you’re gonna leave me, leave me breathless babe
And if you’re gonna love me love me all the way
I don’t wanna, don’t wanna live halfway so
Break my heart
If you’re gonna hurt me do it honestly
‘Cause I don’t wanna live in the in-between
So come a little, a little closer to me
Break my heart
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5. |
It Can Happen Again
03:17
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To know me without speaking
To show me without preaching
You gave me that real love
And I’m scared that I am never gonna find it again
To reach me without touching
To teach me without punishing
You gave me that real love
And I’m scared that I am never gonna find it again
Sometimes I feel like I’ve lived a thousand lives
Been down a hundred times
And still survived
So why can’t a once in a lifetime love
That found me once
Happen twice?
Oh if I keep on trying maybe I can find it
Oh if I keep on trying maybe I can find it
I’ve got reasons not to trust (I know, I know, I know, I know)
This panic in my gut (I know, I know, I know, I know)
But I gotta believe
That if it happened once then maybe it can happen again
Sometimes I feel like I’ve lived a thousand lives
Been down a hundred times
And still survived
So why can’t a once in a lifetime love
That I found once
Happen twice?
Oh if I keep on trying maybe I can find it (maybe I can find it)
Oh if I keep on trying maybe I can find it (maybe I can find it)
Oh if I keep on trying maybe I can find it (maybe I can find it)
Oh if I keep on trying maybe I can find it
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Sometimes I feel…
Maybe I can find it
Oh if I keep on trying maybe I can find it (maybe I can find it)
Oh if I keep on trying maybe I can find it (maybe I can find it)
Oh if I keep on trying maybe I can find it (maybe I can find it)
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I
Maybe I, maybe I, I
Maybe I, maybe I, mm mm mm
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I
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